Part 1: in the ER

i heard negative feedbacks from "this hospital". my friends and some relatives experienced uncontented services in "this hospital". upon hearing their murmurs i sympathized with them but not totally affected until on Feb. 21....
 my mother was illed. we admitted her in "this hospital". of course, before entering and placing a patient to any hospital rooms, she must be examined first in the ER. upon entering the information board, my mother vomitted. i saw "yucky" expressions from the nurses and doctors. is this their first time witnessing illed person unintentionally vomitting in the public? gggrrrr i asked help from them even a cellophane will do to take in the dirt but to no avail. my mother continued vomitting. i let her vomit on the floor. i told my brother not to clean the dirt. i let them cleaned the dirt since they didn't care about my mother's condition. at last one nurse came and gave a cellophane but it was too late. my mother stopped vomiting. after the "yucky" scene seen from the nurses and doctors, they asked questions relating my mother's condition....

we stayed longer in the ER, not bec there were many examinations my mother underwent but bec the nurses were so lousy doing their job.

to be continued...

A LETTER TO GOD

Dear God,
first of all, i wanna say "thank you" for guiding and healing my mother. thank you also for always bestowing overflowing blessings to us. you know the real situation of my mother's heart.

God, you know very much how i live my life nowadays. You knew my sufferings, pains, joys and happiness. You knew in every pain i did not ask a guidance from You. You knew in evry joy i did not praise you. You knew how my pride works in me. the pride that kept me away from You. You knew in times of difficulties i did not ask help from You. You knew how stubborn I was.but, despite of these unrespectful and undesirable deeds of me, You still there hugging and keeping me in Your loving arms. i am not worthy to be treated this way, God, but You wholly accepted me. Please do forgive me for hurting You so much...for ignoring You...and taking you for granted. i was far from Your abode for 11 months, now i am back. thank you for welcoming me wid wide open arms. You are my home, my sanctuary, my soul. without You, i can do nothing. without You, i am nothing.

thank you again for accepting me in Your "home".
i love you.


your daughter,

veta

ala Juan Tamad

i have two oppss waitinfg for me to post. but i am sooo lazy to write about it... what can i do? i don't have any idea what to write hahahaha...

blank...it is just so...

sometimes, i don't feel  writing though lots of things happening around me. it is just, i don't know where to start and what to write. empty pages of this site waiting for my posts to be posted. my mind is full of  letters circling but so empty to decode.
it is blank and it is just so...:-(

inspired by this...song:-)

i am just so dramatic nowadys. i love hearing music. old but sensible music. every night before going to sleep i play this song over and over again...and over again through my fone.
what about you? do you have a fave song?

here is the video of I NEED YOU by LeAnn Rimes


and the lyrics:

I don?t need a lot of things

I can get by with nothing

Of all the blessings life can bring

I?ve always needed something

But I?ve got all I want

When it comes to loving you

You?re my only reason

You?re my only truth

I need you like water

Like breath, like rain

I need you like mercy

From heaven?s gate

There?s a freedom in your arms

That carries me through

I need you

You?re the hope that moves me

To courage again

You?re the love that rescues me

When the cold winds, rage

And it?s so amazing

?cause that?s just how you are

And I can?t turn back now

?cause you?ve brought me too far

I need you like water

Like breath, like rain

I need you like mercy

From heaven?s gate

There?s a freedom in your arms

That carries me through

I need you

Oh yes I do

I need you like water

Like breath, like rain

I need you like mercy

From heaven?s gate

There?s a freedom in your arms

That carries me through

I need you

Oh yes I do

I need you

I need you

enjoy the song:-)